Poetic Me..

Science is just an illusion of what people want to hear, when it comes to it, God does it all.

(Aislinn C. ORIGINAL)

 That poem is basically my way of thoughts. Why does everything have to be questioned? At one point, science will have no explanation. Why is it, people need to feel like there is an explanation? Comfort? Security? Why cant people just live without dwelling on science, and instead, focus on God, who gives us all the answers. We just need to look past, peel the layers and uncover what truly is hidden.

I dont know if I told you, but on Thursday I found out if I made soccer!!!!!

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I didnt.

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This my friend, is what I like to call, rigged. Let me explain...

Like most sports at my school, if you made it last year, you make it this year. (You pretty much already have a staked out spot and jersey) So, I was told the Coach ''forgets'' everyone who tried out last year to be fair the the newbies.

Thats not the case.

After I asked around, I was begining to see a pattern. The Coach was putting people on the team and try-outs werent even over yet!! How rigged is that? So, before I find out if I made the team, I find out who made first cuts. I did, and so did some of my new friends, like Andrea, Taylor, Erica, Natalie, Kim, and who else? Olivia! Now, for some strange reason beyond science, Olivia and many more girls had knee braces on. Knee braces?!?! How can you play when your knee is braced!?! Anywho we made the first cut. So I go to tryouts and tryout. And I think I did well, there is no telling.

 The next day I feel a sense of calm, like I didnt have a reason to worry. I see the paper and it read:

 Oliva P.

 Kim G.
 Natalie G.
 Stephanie O.

 Tyra J.

This is where I get ticked because apparently the key to getting a spot and the team was being a kiss-up and a lazy freak! How come Tyra, who didnt move at all, make the team and I didnt?! Tyra was even called out on it! Here:

Coach: Some people I kept because I think I have yet to see their full potential.
Tyra: Blank stare
Coach: Like you, Tyra, I dont think you have ANY skill, yet I kept you because you have the potential of being a second goalie. In fact, the people I cut had more skill then you.
Tyra: Blank stare
Coach: I hope you dont mind that I say this in front of everybody, too.
Tyra: No.

That same day Tyra didnt move once to get a ball that flew by, or pick up a ball that rolled by her. I. am. Mad. Not only because LAZY people get on the team, but that I didnt even get a spot. Oh well, rather not make it then be on a team with a crappy reputation. I mean, I worked 12 min on the Wii for crying out loud! What a waste, I mean after 12 min I didnt get on the team! You killing me.

So, at least I could rest. I mean, I didnt have to work out 12 min a night on the Wii now, right? :)

Well, it seems like bed is calling me so good night.
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Aislinn