Where I Last Left Off ...

 As we last left off, it was Thursday; the eve of the Variety Show. Many times on Thursday I questioned myself, wondering if I should go through with it. Here were my reasons:
To Go:

1. See friends
2. Looked like fun
3. I have practiced for so long, didn't want to give up
4. I didn't want to let people down
5. I am in drama, so why not be in a drama performence
6. I didn't want to not go and have people be mad at me
7. Make my mom happy (She said she didnt care, but that made it harder)

To Not Go:

1. It was most likely going to fail
2. I had no solo, so it wasn't like it would change without me
3. I didn't want to mess up
4. I would have to get black (shoes, shirt and pants) by tomorrow

 Those were my reasons. Back and fourth I went, decided, to undecided. I didn't know what to do, but I knew one thing: I needed to talk to someone. (My mom told me she got a headache so she didn't care what I did, as long as I made up my mind.) But the thing was, I wanted her to be happy about it. Not once did she ever say, ''Cant wait to go see Aislinn perform!" or "It sounds like fun!" And that made it worse because I wanted her to say those things and be happy about it. Later, when my Dad came home, I told him about The Variety Show, and what I was thinking. He said to me that whatever I want to do, people will support. He also said that Mom had previously told him that she was excited.
 After talking with Dad for a bit, I then spoke to God. And God listened.

God Bless,
Love,
297 more days,
Aislinn
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