The First of Many..

 I wont lie. I am lazy. But, tomorrow I will be un-lazy and do a 5k. For those of you that don't know what that is, it is 3.1 miles!!! I have NEVER raced before ( and trust me, if you read my struggles on Wednesday after school, you know why.) but I heard it is a lot of fun so I will try it!
 Not much is happening today, but I will tell as much as I can. In homeroom, my friend Astraea walks by and says:

'Aislinno! (Ash-lee-n-o is her pronunciation.) ' she is right outside the door.

Me: 'Oh! Let me sign out!'

Her: *drops hairbrush* 'Oh! Never mind! *runs off*

I stood there. One, she just called me a name I HATE, (like, why she calls me Ashleno I have no clue) and two, it was in front of the whole, well, half of the class.
 In drama, I must confess. Drama is fun, but difficult for me. Some people in that class cant act (as much as I hate to say it..) and for me, well, it is hard to be outgoing. In my group I.E. (Individual event) I have trouble letting go and being different. But, I feel like if I am outgoing I become annoying. Or if I am loud, I become obnoxious. Usually I am quiet, and I think, know, the reason I cant let go it because I am afraid. Of one thing. I will be judged. Sometimes I tell myself to let go, no regrets. Other days I think, 'What if they think I stink?' And yes, people talk about your performance in front of you. Like for instance;
Julie, a girl in my drama class, was telling people stuff about a duet musical today and got caught. Resulting in the teacher pulling her out of class to talk to her. Hmph. And she probably talks about half the people in class anyway!
 Health is SO boring, Mia never talks to me. She talks to her two ''Best friends'' right next to her. Blah. Personally, the 2 girls are mean. One got sent to ISS (In school suspension) and one has so many rumors about her I could write a novel. (KIDDING!) I mean, in careers I eventually became friends with one of the girls, but these 2 I don't know if I want to associate with. They seem...mean. Oh well.
 At lunch, I sit with 3 girls (Jacalyn, Jacqueline, and Brittany.) Well, this new girl (she has been here for 2 days and has SO MANY rumors about her!) sits next to Brittany, and what does Brittany do? Scoot away, like the girl has cooties!! Then Jacalyn, being Jacalyn, starts talking to her. (Jacalyn is very social.) The new girl, Elizabeth, said:

'You've probably heard about the rumors.'

Jac: 'What are the rumors about?'

her: 'My lifestyle..'

jac: 'Oh, well I haven't heard any rumors.'

Then, Brittany says,

'Yes you have, your the one that told me about them!'

I don't know about you, but I think that was RUDE. First off, this girl has only been here for 3 days, and your gonna call out your friend like that? She probably wont sit next to us, or even talk to us, anymore! Brittany, she needs to watch what she says. She always says how Jacalyn, Jacqueline, and I are her only friends. Well Brittany, doing stuff like that wont get you friends.

Well, since the blog post was posted on Saturday, I will put another one for today, to talk about my race!
God Bless, and Love,
362 more days!
Aislinn
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